I've loved David Bowie since I was a kid and when he died in January of 2016 my life fell to shambles. Bad things were constantly happening. I was self harming again, I was suicidal again, The man I'd given four years of my life to and almost had his baby got engaged after using me a day before, my cousin passes away from cancer, and then my idol? I was in tears. But listening to David always made my heart a little lighter, and I still look up to him. I want to get this iconic portrait on my left upper arm with Traditional Styles so I can add onto it and eventually build a traditional sleeve. The problem is I know a GOOD portrait costs more than I can afford and I know I'll never get it done. #megandreamtattoo