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Annette Beaumont
#megandreamtattooThis is a self portrait that my sister drew of herself before she got sick ,her and my brother are now in the last stage of Huntington's korea a genetic disease that was passed to them from are daddy who passed from this four years ago. Im not only there caregiver both im also our stepfathers who has dementia and and our ma who is diabetic and has a rare eye disease that is causing her to go blind. Seeing all this illness everyday and feeling all these depressing emotions especially knowing im going to end up alone i feel like this self portrait!  However i know my family does not want me to struggle with being alone and depression so i would love for Megan to add life all the way around it, and add my familys names to it.

#megandreamtattoo This is a self portrait that my sister drew of herself before she got sick ,her and my brother are now in the last stage of Huntington's korea a genetic disease that was passed to them from are daddy who passed from this four years ago. Im not only there caregiver both im also our stepfathers who has dementia and and our ma who is diabetic and has a rare eye disease that is causing her to go blind. Seeing all this illness everyday and feeling all these depressing emotions especially knowing im going to end up alone i feel like this self portrait! However i know my family does not want me to struggle with being alone and depression so i would love for Megan to add life all the way around it, and add my familys names to it.

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“I've always been fascinated by memory and dreams because they are both completely our own. No one else has the same memories. No one has the same dreams.The reason I talk to myself is that I'm the only one whose answers I accept.” ― Lois LowryThank you Alicia for your trust and for the complete freedom with your idea! “This [spruce] tree means a great deal to me. I grew up 50 meters away from this tree and therefore had the chance to see its majestic beauty evolve from season to season for more than 25 years. This tree can be seen from anywhere in a 10-mile radius and therefore brings me confidence and a sense of joy and peace as it reminds me of my days as a young and innocent girl who had ambitious dreams. It reminds me how far I have come to this day. It also reminds me of my Home, my Family, my Friends and my dear pets.” Done at the beautiful @southcitymarket-Finest black ink in London-Books open for LondonInquiries:peter.laeviv@gmail.com.....#tattoodo #sinBlack Sabbath Tattoo - I added my style to the guitar and moon background that are synonymous with this epic bandThere are two basic motivating forces: fear and love. When we are afraid, we pull back from life. When we are in love, we open to all that life has to offer with passion, excitement, and acceptance. We need to learn to love ourselves first, in all our glory and our imperfections. If we cannot love ourselves, we cannot fully open to our ability to love others or our potential to create. Evolution and all hopes for a better world rest in the fearlessness and open-hearted vision of people who embrace life.-John Lennon.Done @truecanvasReference by the great @jeremyispainting.#tattoo #astronaut #foundation #space #death #flower #balance #newhorizon #realistictattoo #realism #fineline #blackwork #beautiful #photooftheday #tattoodo #tattoooftheday #inkstagramThe year end brings no greater pleasure then the opportunity to express to you season's greetings and good wishes.  I am grateful to all  my customers old and new, looking forward to this new year and all the new projects and new ideas. Lots of love, health and prosperity to all. •••• #vancouvertattoo #2020 #tattoo #mountpleasantbia #mainstreet #vancouver #vancouverisland #thankyou #readyfor2021This tattoo was one of my favorite I did recently and I really enjoyed how the idea evolved from something into totally something else, Jane came with a broken clock to present that time is just an illusion, but after a long conversation and digging behind the idea we found out that when she put the earphones and start to listen to her favorite rock music she break out free from the whole stressful time system, and she become totally her herself isolated in her own world, so this design i made is as a reflection for her true feeling, “music set my soul free” thank you Jane for your trust 🙏🏽#rocktattoo #rockmusictattoo #rockandrolltattoo #musictattoo #hossam_hysteria #tattoohysteriaamsterdam #graphictattoo #paintingtattoo #amsterdamtattooIt was a pleasure for me to be a part of this project, it reminds me one of the best period of my life. 2008 was a great year! if you guys obviously dont know, i was an “active member” of the scene.
who wants to see some photos of that period? of me, of course! 😂🖤
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.A special thanks to my bro @blindmachines aka (matty murder ) for collaborate with me and lend me his pictures from the 2008💖