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March 3rd 2015 Was the darkest day of my life, but it was also the day I got help, and started working towards getting better.

March 3rd 2015 Was the darkest day of my life, but it was also the day I got help, and started working towards getting better.

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Cover up I got to do the other dayThat was one big elephant that marched out of the studio that day. This was the day it was doneDay of the dead “I went on a 14 day silent retreat and it was probably the hardest thing I’ve ever done.Towards the end of the two weeks I had what I think I can only describe as an out of body experience during the 4am session. I felt an overwhelming bubble of sadness and guilt literally rise within me but it wasn’t mine I was just experiencing it for someone else, I opened my eyes in floods of soundless tears that also felt not mine.I forgave my mum there and then, and it felt natural that I would stand by her no matter what, no more distancing myself, no more pushing her to get help, I would just be there unconditionally.When I left and came back home my mum told me she had something to tell me. She’d woken up really early in the morning (around 4am) and she said it was then clear what she had to do and why she had to do it.I believe I felt what my mum was feeling. I still don’t know what my mum actually felt that morning but it gave her the power and motivation to change her life.”Picture was taken the day after getting the tattooDay of the dead puppy!