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April VanDusen
A memorial for my son, he was born 9-24-98 & passed on 3-6-02, but I want to change it up some and add some of his favorite things in the scales and have his name in the banner, Chase ( the scale represents his zodiac)  You can design it the way u want to make it look better but that's what I want for my #dreamtattoo

A memorial for my son, he was born 9-24-98 & passed on 3-6-02, but I want to change it up some and add some of his favorite things in the scales and have his name in the banner, Chase ( the scale represents his zodiac) You can design it the way u want to make it look better but that's what I want for my #dreamtattoo

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.For Andrei. (14.12.1998 - 14.01.2024)
This memorial tattoo I did on myself, is based on a custom design I drew for my friend. We started tattooing it on him back in 2019, but unfortunately, never finished it. background dark lettering is based on the latest tattoo Andrei got before his death.
Now, the memory of him will not only stay in my heart, but on my skin.Loneliness in the universeLoneliness is a feeling that has become one of the characteristic features of our generation Z. In theory, a person as a social being surrounded by other individuals should not experience this feeling. Is it the result of the appearance of social networks and online life for show, or the fact that we have much more information about the world and people that we want to get away from this? For me personally, this has become the main feeling of life and creativity. I didn’t draw, and I thought that I didn’t know how to do it, until I was at one moment at the bottom of the darkest, most drawn and dreary loneliness. Before that, I tried to close the disconnect with the world, communicating with people who were doing something of what I thought, I was never given and never will be. But if it happens that these very people are knocking the soil out from under your feet, then you, like Alice, are flying to the bottom of the same dreary rabbit hole. And that made me who I am now. The more you delve into knowledge, the less you want to communicate with most people and the more necessary it becomes to build your own world. One of my favorite artists, Victor Pivovarov, a representative of Moscow conceptualism, a landmark in unofficial Soviet and then Russian art, in 1975 produced a series of “Projects for a lonely person” that roughly describe a “perfectly lonely” person. I also decided to make a series of illustrations to the philosophical aspects of the consideration of this concept. Still, I'm also a kind of Moscow conceptualist. The second image I will attach the work of Pivovarov.Based on the generalized picture, we can distinguish four images of loneliness: cosmic, cultural, social, interpersonal.So N1:Cosmic loneliness is a person’s experience of his remoteness from the “all-encompassing” essence, which nature, cosmos, and the world can seem to be; God, the "highest mind" '; human history. This refers to the state of mind of a person who realizes that his “life program” remains unrealized, that his personality is not noticed by society, that he has not left “his mark on history”.What can I say? I was drawn to the Cheshire Cat for the way he spoke, the words he said, and the way he lived. By no one's rules but his own. The mad hatter has a special place in my heart for accepting his mad, and simply making it in this world.Want this in my armpit. For my brother in law that passed away 6 months ago. I want it to read that It Stinks that your gone. He loved the Deftones.It was a pleasure for me to be a part of this project, it reminds me one of the best period of my life. 2008 was a great year! if you guys obviously dont know, i was an “active member” of the scene.
who wants to see some photos of that period? of me, of course! 😂🖤
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.A special thanks to my bro @blindmachines aka (matty murder ) for collaborate with me and lend me his pictures from the 2008💖Oni skull in a chrysanthemums. Something from my old flash but slightly refined to fit better on inner bicep and also I notice I gradually change my style hopefully for the better. Only manage to finish the black & grey this time round. Will continue with color and wrap it all up next time round.I’m truly happy to able to do something in this art-style :)
Panda bear in a  Blue Jays hat. It was a pleasure to make this for my homie Jake, to remember his brother. #tattooapprentice #anthonylowtattoos “I went on a 14 day silent retreat and it was probably the hardest thing I’ve ever done.Towards the end of the two weeks I had what I think I can only describe as an out of body experience during the 4am session. I felt an overwhelming bubble of sadness and guilt literally rise within me but it wasn’t mine I was just experiencing it for someone else, I opened my eyes in floods of soundless tears that also felt not mine.I forgave my mum there and then, and it felt natural that I would stand by her no matter what, no more distancing myself, no more pushing her to get help, I would just be there unconditionally.When I left and came back home my mum told me she had something to tell me. She’d woken up really early in the morning (around 4am) and she said it was then clear what she had to do and why she had to do it.I believe I felt what my mum was feeling. I still don’t know what my mum actually felt that morning but it gave her the power and motivation to change her life.”I want this under the right side of my birds and one of the last feathers i want it breaking up to the left to connect up with my other birds .. And inbetween the birds and the dreamcatcher i wnt it to say "Your wings were ready but my heart was not" and under that my Dads name, his birth date and his death date. #megandreamtattoo The gentlemen looking tiger with flora around it and batik motif leaves. Hold some meaningful elements for the client who’s originated from Indonesia but has spend most of his times abroad.Day III. - Tom's life story sleeveWalks to school and back with grandma. Examining the plants and looking for ladybirds on the way. I remember as kid how I was also fascinated with the tiny ecosystem of bugs.Tom wanted me to visualize his life experiences from childhood to present day, both good and the bad and his outlook on the future. We spent 3 days together so far, and more is to come. Can’t wait to put some more days into this project. “The very old and the very young have something in common that makes it right that they should be left alone together. Dawn and sunset see stars shining in a blue sky; but morning and midday and afternoon do not, poor things.”– Elizabeth GoudgeThank you Tom for your trust and for the complete freedom with your idea! Project was done a few months back.By @peterlaevivTo join the waiting list:art@peterlaeviv.com.....#tattoodo #singleneedle #londontattooartist #tattooart #blackandgreytattoo #microrealism #finelinetattoo #finHello I want to have a cover up. I want the cover up on the circled areas . I also want it to run black on my fingers.